Reality Escapes Her

I hate it when I feel down and can’t seem to pick myself up again. I think that I’m coming up again, when something else hits me and I feel sad all over again. Today is just one of those days.

Once upon a time, I would go through several notebooks a year – I would sit there and just write random things onto the pages, or pass it along to a friend so that they could write me a letter, so I could look back on it at a later date. Sometimes we would even have conversations in there. One friend declared me incapable of proper human social interaction – I could only converse through the means of my notebooks.

I dug some of them out today and was reading them. Some of it was lovely – but some of it was equally horrid. I was such a bad friend to my best friend, I certainly never deserved their friendship. They opened up so much, and I never saw it until now, when it was too late and I’d hurt them.

One of my resolutions for the new year was to rebuild bridges that I have burned – I hope that it is possible.
Do you believe it is possible to fix things that you have ruined with flame?

xx

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This entry was posted on Monday, January 11th, 2010 at 4:49 pm.
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